寶寶同學 ...Michi likes chocolate✿

Saturday, 8:00 in the morning. Sweetheart you slept so deep, so sweet like a rose...

Saturday, 8:00 in the morning. I woke up from the pupiiii song, working, after a sweet donut and cup of coffee.
I feel your soft breath. Curtain wasn't open but light already stepped in.

I am working on my Japanese Garden we made last night. You are sleeping like a rose...

我爸说我怎么也不在空间里也不在msn里。msn却真也很久没用了,我现在用skype呀，你上次重装系统以后就没再装一个呀！
不过在空间里写点东西，我亲乃的爸爸，这个倒是可以地。关于政治问题，宝宝我现在处于困惑期，或者是无奈期，我觉得我最好不要发表任何言论。关于经济问题，我是说股市问题，我以后都不叫爹而叫胜好了。我呢没事就看看Financial Time什么的，再给你做一下指点。就知道当初我应该学什么经济什么的，生活也不至于这么窘迫...哎～～～

it's still winter. storm has remained for quite few weeks...
dear Dad and Mum, im fine, busy with my final exam...
with love, lulu

you said you'v got translator, right daddy?

啊，还有啊，我怕是想家了，一个劲儿的做梦梦见以前的姐们儿哥们儿的，上个礼拜梦见打飞机回来这边呀， 昨儿个又做梦回北京俩礼拜，结果被我爸臭骂了一顿，说是死贵死贵的我就飞来飞去的呀，还有啊，老两口最近移居深圳，说是我咋就飞北京呢？我知错了。说起这个机票的事情啊，你说有钱人怎么就知道那么多门路呢？比如说打折机票的事情。我有个朋友啊刚从菲律宾度假回来呀，说是两个礼拜酒店住宿加机票一共才1,000欧。我说老娘飞北京都要700块。这哥们因为同行的哥们在荷兰皇家航空工作，所以往返机票才75块，Y还去的商务仓，还真是不公平。我说那我也能不能沾个光啥的，人家说要和那哥们一起飞才行，娘地！
我昨儿个还梦见孙悟空和唐僧，特牛b。

最近很迷恋Sudoku啊，我把报纸上的sudoku都做了，从简单的到难的，甚至买了书japanese mix,里面全是类似的puzzels. 娘的，明明是中国人发明的九宫格...

the worst combination might be the winter time, raining and storming. The weather is sucks this days and even worse that i knew it will carry on like this for an other one or two month and, getting worse and worse. the ending of the winter time in Amsterdam is real terrible. I have been carried this raincoat for quite a few days. That prediction was correct and the action was smart. But i wasn't proud, not at all, and i simply didn't want to get on the bike and today in particular. I wobbled along the traffic on my bike on the way to my appointment and my jeans and hairs were totally wet. I was in the raincoat which protect my camera fairly, but i actually never found a appropriate raincoat. I have tree, none of them function perfectly. And this one, which i wear today was blown open by the wind and everything confronted of me. I lost my balance and almost fell from the bike. Never again, for God sake! I had enough in the past. I got off the bike walked along the street. All of a sudden all the pressure and grievances came out. Why i should suffer from this? With all the fears of the storm and biking, I walked to the place i supposed to go. Guys came out, I told him that maybe it's better that I just go home. He agreed.

I didn't want to get on the bike to go home so I walked. Even though I couldn't walk straight on the street. I don't understand why they want to go out in this shitty weather. I wouldn't enjoy anything with my wet jeans and water-dropping hairs...I m just frightened and depressed...damn, maybe the cheery beer there could cure me better. what im complaining about?

It was rather late to cook, for myself in particular. Since he came back we haven't had a nice dinner or talk together. Was i busy? Food has gone bad. I thought I'd better cook something otherwise things would be spoiled. But in the other hand, why I should cook and eat in such a late evening by myself, why don't you just simply get rid of everything? Beside they were not fresh any more. The more I think of it the more sympathetic I felt. And again why I should suffer from this?...

and what even more sucks was, the shower broken down...